although it's quite lame, BEAUTY AND THE GEEK is fun to watch! hahaha, the producers pair these extreme geeks up with pretty ladies, and they'll have to complete challenges together. hahaha, my fav pair is cher and josh, cos josh is damn funny. he has really big red hair and sideburns, gets anxiety attacks, and once he even slept in the closet because he was scared of sleeping in the room as cher. lol. tyson is really cute too. he's this asian looking guy, and he can solve a rubikcube in 18 seconds. and solve it behind his back. and solve it blindfolded. total genious.
i tried playing with a rubik cube once, and after trying for two whole days, i couldnt solve it at all. hahaha. i'm lousy.

31st dec is approaching, and so the countdown begins. hiak hiak.
2006 is coming to an end, it's hard to believe.
i feel like i just left xinmin a while ago, just had orientation, just had my promos, and now, i'm on my way to becoming a J2.
hopefully the yr 2007 will be a beautiful yr ahead.
for the soccerettes, 0601, and 4e7.
:))

I HATE(D) BROADBAND! was pissed at it earlier, cos it was freaking slow, and i cant even see pages loading. jinyu and i whined about it tgt. hahaha. and then i read the papers.
internet connections all over east asia disrupted due to powerful earthquakes in taiwan.
and now i feel kinda bad, cos people are in trouble over at taiwan, and here i am whining about not being able to read blogs?

it's been raining all december. and i dont like it. it dampens my mood everytime it rains. so let the sun shine down on us (:

ogl workshop was fun, i laughed alot. hahaha. workin' the facial muscles.
i'm in PYRO, which is i think is the HIGHEST grp compared to to abyss, gaia(kaya lol) and zephyr.
and yay sheri's in PYRO too, along with yanyi.
found out i'm in charge of the same og as lewis and sokying. great people (:
mass dance was quite hilarious because sheri got to dance with her dream guy. lol. no la, she danced with *** ****. and according to her, he isnt that great a dancer. hahaha.
the games were okay, but i think the j1s will feel pretty uncomfy with some games that involve close physical contact. hahaha. you know what i mean. squeezing together on a mat, passing stuff using straws in your mouth.

day two SENTOSA! hahaha. but it was a bummer, cos all the walking ard was tiring, and then it started to drizzle. :(
but afterwards we headed to VIVO and i finally saw jinyu after like ages! she's becoming prettier and prettier. caught NIGHT AT THE MUESUEM with twleve others. justina, keli, jinyu, huiyen, guanheng, bronson, henry, samuel, justin, yichun, maurice and yizhe. we dominated the first row until some irritating couple came along. lol. the show was pretty good. (:
and we almost missed the last train home. hahaha. thankfully not.

siyang sent me sth funny. hahaha.

i'm at a loss for words, too many stuff swimming in my head.
- XMAS EVE
- XMAS
- OGL WORKSHOP day one

it's nice to forget all about holiday homework and just rock out.
<3
shall update more when i'm free!! (:

needless to say, we didnt get much done that day. and we travelled all the waaayyy to woodlands. so now, i understand why huifang has trouble arriving early for trng. woodlands is just, DAMN FAR!! but yupp, we should take turns visiting different places to accomodate everyone la, we shouldnt hang out at srg all the time. hahaha. why cant everyone just live at the same block of flats or sth? that'll be cool.
missed trng yesterday. heard they enjoyed ROYCE CHOCOLATES. *bursts into tears* hahaha! nah, wasnt feeling too well and sth horrible happened the night before that. but i need to move on. (:

XMAS is <3

-updated on saurday 23/12/06-
aye, wassup with the new blogger/old blogger thingy anyway? i'm a tech noob, so i dont really geddit. hahaha. didnt go for the house party at emma's place, cos there was a requirement to bring a present, and i didnt have time(or money haha) to go get any presents. boo. it'd be quite malu to turn up without any presents eh, when everyone else brings nicely wrapped gifts. but i do wish i went. it must have been fun (:
it's getting noisy in here, cos there's mahjong, and kids playing xbox, kids playing computer games, grandmas cooking, blah blah. you name it, we've got it. lol. watched the reruns of prison break on the telly just now, the show's GOOD. (: and i do hope lincoln wont die. (lincoln's the dude who's gonna be sentenced to death, not THAT lincoln justina lol)
had conferencing with the girls last night. it was hilarious. i called in, and justina told me her sec sch friend was in the conf too. so, i was like o.0 and kept really quiet. and then, i asked for her name, and justina told me 'SARA-ANN'. i was like secretly wondering what kind of wierd name that was. hahhaa until i realised that 'SARA-ANN' was actually KELI that guniang, lol, and justina terrorized us with her amazingly mercenary like laughter.
i went off the conf at around 2 am (they were still going at it) and goodness gracious, woke up at 3 plus in the afternoon. talk about beauty sleep huh. hahaha.
shall catch MALCOM IN THE MIDDLE now, CYOU!! (:

december sure is a gloomy month. because what comes after it is january, and january means school, and school means misery. that makes me a very, very miserable girl. besides the school reopening trauma, today was especially traumatising. the weather was just HORRIBLE. awoke at 0600 in the morning, to find my whole world engulfed in darkness. IT WAS RAINING LIKE CRAZY out there. and there was supposed to be trng at 0800. i was almost imagining us training out on the field with the rain. it wasnt a pretty thought. had to msg coach for help. and trng was cancelled.
i remembered smiling a little, then immediately falling asleep.
when i awoke at 1100, it was still raining endlessly.
and for the whole of today, it just rained, and rained, and rained.
how am i not supposed to feel gloomy? :(

XMAS is approaching, and many plans have been drawn up! shall enjoy the remaining days until jan the third, when all hell breaks loose. okay i'm exaggerating, but SCHOOL does NOT appeal.

school = total turnoff.

we laughed, we cried.
and now, it's time for FAS 2007.
let's bring it on, girls! (:

i have no idea why, but i like watching people play golf. spent the morning watching the live telecast of the LEXUS CUP. annika sorenstam and grace park were really good leaders. and i like watching the PGA tour on sunday mornings too. is something supposedly wrong with me? but i have to say, golf is not boring.

we managed a major feat on thursday.
playing mahjong with my 9 year old sister.
my oh my.

i wonder what justina's new haircut looks like. must be pretty bad if she doesnt want to talk abt it. lol, nvm, she can reveal her davidgan haircut tmr during trng.

for those who couldnt make it for PT today, we went to JACKS PLACE for lunch!:) muahaha. see, obigood. hahahaha, okay la, keli's in msia, eunice in msia too, pris climbing mountains in thailand, so is joycelyn, huili doing cip(the ever kind hearted girl haha).

next destination, SAKAE SUSHI! :) hey, it's time to save up some moolahs to stuff our faces with yummylicious sushi.

let's eat our hearts out.

i know it sounds loserish, but i'm hooked on the holidays. yupp, i'm a no-life person, so i spend half my day sleeping, 1/4 pigging out, and the rest of my time on the PC. nice way to spend the holidays eh? speaking of holidays, i havent even touched my holiday homework yet. no, i should say, i havent even printed them out. shit.
thursday was a crazy day for me, i knew sth was wrong, but then i just tried to suppress it. and then it sort of just backfired on me. it's always like this when i have my incoming pe****. i start to look really pissed when i'm not. dont you ever feel that way? (addressed to girls only haha) like when you just think of the past, or listen to an emo song, and then you'll start to tear a little, sniff a little. or when people laugh at you, you pull a long face and keep quiet all night. it's miserable. why do we have to suffer emotional roller coasters like these anyway? to be fair, guys should get a little of it too. on second thought, that would be pretty scary. imagine your guy friend crying whenever the song FOREVER LOVE comes on. like, eww right. lol. anyway, i think i scared justina, keli and huifang a little that night. they looked a little uncomfortable.
finally made a visit to my grandma's place on friday, to spend the night there. her cooking was as usual, fab. :)) new 2007 resolution- visit my ahma whenever i can.

should we learn to let go? or have we already given up?
it meant too much to me in the past, everything else was just overshadowed.
yes, selfish i was.
this time, things have escalated to a point where nothing really mattered anymore.
the term 'best friends' seems rather ironic now.
there are times i find myself pulling my hair out, trying to piece everything back together again.
it was so beautiful at first, wasnt it?
what seemed like a perfect image is now shattered into pieces.
cant we bring it back?
cant we fix it?
we were all hurt.
strange, isnt it?
i have been using the past tense all these while.
yes, it is all in the past now.
we can never be like that again.
but we can still be friends.
just not that kind of friends anymore.

朋友的朋友　我們最後的定位
疏離得讓自己　都好想流淚
朋友的朋友　我們最後的關聯
隱藏好的傷悲　不想被你感覺

聽見你名字　還有心跳的感覺
朋友不知情所以才沒發現
經過多少年　傷痕才會看不見
寂寞的尊嚴別常到你那邊

有時候以為　我能微笑去面對
有時心酸到呼吸都聽見

人總會難免　拿回憶跟現實敷衍
因為人生對自己殘忍了一點
聽到你的愛　也提醒我該去變
我想念的愛已無法實現

I LOVED THE
1. shopping spree with HF
2. mahjong spree with THE THREE MJ ADDICTS
3. short daidee fling with THE THREE GAMBLERS
4. long awaited dinner cum supper at CHOMP


i can be anybody you want me to be.
but i wont.